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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @ 6:12 AM
yesterdae forgot to update on judo's accident>>>yesterdae when fight wif brown belt, I kana some injuries...she so-call punch my right eyes, y i say so-call coz judo cannot punch ppl, her hand lies on my right eyes with her whole body down on my eyes..I cant open my eyes after tt..so painful..after tt right eye become teary and red...at tt moment i wanna cry! the pain is hurting mi!tt time i'm thinking of dear..i wanna cry..and hug dear tt i'm in pain...but cant...sobz,after tt another fight...she perform a advance throw on me..she step on my chest..shld be stomach actually but she didn't...and hurt my bre**t..now still pain...shit....
***@ de moment..i'm in pain..but hu noes?I suffer alone...quietly...holding back my tears***
dear call mi at 6:45am..wake up at 6:55am...todae dressing up formal wear but i dun have any formal clothes..so wear poky red dots dress...haha reali attracts alot of attention in the public =X
met JP in woodland mrt...he also wait clyde wif me..OMG..he dress like waiter...few minutes...dear came..dear look like playboy sia...anyway..i wanna buy mac for breakfast so ask them accompany me go..after tt 3 of us walk to sch happily..
peeps in w25k...78% people wearing office wear! all look handsome and pretty huh??!!
todae module damn easy..is about good impression..bla..whole way thru....DAMN..I so angry wif dear...for some reasons which i will not say here...*not to pollute my blog*
after sch nv spoke a word to dear..dear sense something wrong and ask me...I bla all my unhappiness to him...den he say he is sry...bla bla bla...I pinch him there...and beat him..to venge my anger...juz regret nv pinch HARD!!!Swear if dear making mi mad again..i will pinch hard..kick there..slap,slam....judo throw him!!!!
***Dare to cheated or hurt me greatly..i will let u 'lai hong'(c blood) EVERYDAE...***
Anyway..things go back to track...hope dear dun be too workaholic...u too engross like tt make it unenjoyable teaming wif u..when i tok to u..i expect ur attention..like u did to other gers in our team..dun giv mi the wrong ideas or giving me chance to get mad okay?
***I'll
smile even i'm
angry or
sad...so no one noes it...but it keeps on
hurting inside me..which i rather
suffer alone den
rather hurting u too..even the
pain u giv mi which u dun even noe is
hazard...i will bite my lips and accept it till the end and
endure the
pain...until u notice something is not going right...and plan to lessen my pain..hopefully is not
late.Why i can
perserve& endure it is becoz
i love u..pls
pay more attention to
me boy...***
©XiaoJingwell...i noe somehow the thundertstorm have stop and it went back peaceful again... lucki..it have stop..becoz i dun like thunder... u noe i hates it...even though sometimes there might be thunderstorm..i will like u to pull my head close to ur chest and cover my ears..so i can peacefully overcome my phobia...
PS: Too much metaphor todae..sleepy now!