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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 @ 8:45 AM
Feeling low todae but promised bf to be cheerful..coz todae is the fifth ani.. yesterdae have great time wif bf and syai...SYAI HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!! he is a great buddy of mine! really enjoy the time wif someone I cherished...argh...pardon me..I soooooooooo lazy nowadae...i too lazy to blog my pic liaoz...next time bah...v.v
I AWAITS MY HOLIDAE!!! ... holidae I feel like sleeping in hse for whole dae...coz... nowadaes keep going out...muz rest rest mah!!! too tired liaoz =.=
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666because i BELIEVE IN RETRIBUTION ...XXX
...very pissed off lor, like is all my fault...fuck lor... i dun wan be "like tt " anymore, dunn wanna tok about tis liaoz..make my blood boiled... ciao~ nitezzz
Crazy daes
Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 5:43 PM
Farhana, my breast friend with her reliable comdom!
27th October my brother engagement day! with his wife! Both of them singing love song together! how sweet!
me and my grandma during the lunch after the solomization ceremony two families eating together... I look so ugly wif spec...oh man...!
@ the resturant... everyone is bz chatting wif one another
me @ my daddy shop...feeling sleepy!
Fridae
Buying brother's frame, me and bf go ikea@ Queensway there, den assemble our present @ burger king, the fun thing is that, bf throw away his wallet in burger king, luckily the lady nv throw the bin yet! haha so funny, this ends my fridae!
Saturdae
My second brother's engagement dae, my brother finally got a wife! hahas..everything goes well..everyone was very bz..even my bf also bz! after tt, both families goes to Riverside Resturant to have our al Cart la dishes meals...we eat frm 12 - 3pm, eat until we all are bloated! hahaha! I so happy I got 2 serving of mango pudding, arh! craving for more!
After the lunch, me and bf go esplanade to walk walk, nth there, so after much consideration, me and bf go to Changi Airport! u guys muz be thinking y go there, oh man... I really love the atmosphere there, whenever I go airport, I feel that I wanna go overseas too! The airport have really change ALOT, last time being there is when I'm p3 ... wow..and there is terminal 3 coming up... okies, tt ends my dae!
Sundae
Early in the morning, dad and mom wake me up, tend father shop awhile and meet mio frenz @ clementi MRT ... SRY tt i late arh! gone to cineleisure.. and wah kao...becoz of the rain, we cant get the card, after go BK eat wif frenz, ard 6pm bf pester me to go and buy for shy's bdae gift...den rush to his hse eat dinner wif his parent.
lazy to blog ...
Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 5:58 PM
nv blog tis whole week coz very bz... mondae got work, tue date wif mum go bugis to buy bags and shoes, wed, date wif bf to buy present for bro, thur stay home play whole dae and today actually dating wif syai..but den, i need to prepare his present plus have to go home early to rest~ coz tml will be my bro engagement day!!! wooohooo~ have to make myself pretty tml! hahas!!!
this week i have been a saddist... all becoz of him!!! I will like to asked hor...is it common to have gf hate her bf??? hahas! I sometimes hate him u noe...hate him of making mi so sad...
And I noe, gf cannot work well wif bf during sch....this is surely chop chop truth... in class, I hate teaming with bf..YES I HATE IT!
okies~ i too lazy to blog now, nowadaes keep playing trickster on9 ... at least something to keep my boredom away!
PS: class becoming abit discriminating ... abit dun like lei... chill people!
Tired
Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 5:45 PM
Saturdae
Going out wif BF, meet him actually 5:30pm at buona vista but he late, he at tampiness so, he spent on $ 20 on cab juz to come down and meet me here, he reach around 6:15pm+, I not really very angry.After that, we go Holland V,went to near-by food court to makan...OMG..tis is really pissing off...bf brought drinks, I just have a few sip wif it...den a auntie came and ask to collect the cans, but den, my cans are half filled, and my cup is full, and I tell that auntie I have not finish yet..den she throws me a look, ATTITUDE LOR....ask me to drink faster...SO ATTITUDE!!! Next, is the food, I finishing my plate, just have the few scrape left...that uncle came and look at me, ask me I still want my plate, that uncle just stand there look at me and waiting for me to finish...wah lao..wat kind of service is this? first is auntie now gimme this kind of uncle, unhappy moment during dinner. After that, tell bf that I wanted to go esplanade to look at the sea!..wow..he nv say anything and just bring me there. When we reached we juz sit down there to enjoy the night view by the esplanade..spent there about 1 and half hour den have to go back le, if not bf cant catch the last train home...yes..Saturdae is such a short dae wif bf..hmmm...not very satisfying...=/
(photo to be upload later, coz sch server sux! keep having error!)
Sundae
TIRED TIRED...so many GL customers come and oni left me and wendy-jie working!!! anyway..have a good time working wif her...Most funny is, in the end both of us feel very giddy and exhausted! too many customer...hope todae hor.....less less customer!!!
Hair cut + dye red
Friday, October 19, 2007 @ 11:27 PM
Yesterdae was Karis jie 19th bdae!!! though, she nt in spore..wow..so many ppl bdae around OCT lei!! >.< ...
Science yesterdae was totally devastating! The prob is tough and...early in the morning was so angry about bf...
This is the story of my stupidity...
morning..I go into lift with bf... life reach 4th floor..I nv realise and walk out of the lift, bf nv stop me. gone into the class, W14L ... open the door, saw a umfamilar girl sitting there looking at me, and I ask her, why you here??!! then she say nth and laugh at me... ... THEN THEN THEN I realise I been in wrong class....AHHHHHHH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIT...
yes..I hate bf...hat him! hate him to the core!
okie back to yesterdae events, I choose to go and have a haircut..additonal, I got my hair highlighted red! ... yesh yesh, actually going movie wif shy kor kor..but I have a date wif mum first,oh well! next fridae, movie wif shy kor as promised! bwa hahaha...bf noe nth about it..and I dun wish to tell him either... hu ask him to be bz on daes i wanna go out on...bwa hahah!
right: me waiting for my hair dry..me look so ugly!
left: mama dye her whole hair reddish brown...wooot~
my results...well..nt obvious la..I dun wan to call "hong mao"
my wallet left, $7 ...bohohoho...wat to do? I spent($103) mostly on pants and hair,transport and food fee all I pay on my own..wat to do wif this small sum of money? have to starve myself for the following weeks...T.T (hu can sponsor me??!! argh!)
really, no money = no fun = no life = die
todae going out wif bf..hope he does have enough dough to spend on me..hahas! If not I rather stay home and not go out...!
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Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 4:14 AM
why why why... am I on the mood swing stage? bf say I always cold and hot towards him... I so confused...about myself..having blue black unknownly is bad and is not the first time... mummy wan me c doctor..haha but I no money to go c doc la! ...even there something bad happen to me, I cant change anything right?
feeling tired and restless nowadaes..vision sometimes become blurred and doubled..maybe I dun have enough rest ar...
wednesdae is not a good dae for me and I dun enjoy it, go yishun eat, in the end go home alone, I jus cant stand the journey alone..I really cant stand that we have nth to tok about whereas with other girls, he is able to tok alot of things with, hate it hate it...I having doubts now!
I have fun going to sch since sem 2 starts(not a thoughts of poning! swear!)...realli...I realli like my class! they r bunch of friendly, crazy and funny people to be with! hehez...love u guys~!
okay, tml is fridae, bf is nt free again... I have some option to choose
1) go home sleep till saturdae
2) hang out wif frenz
3) go dad's shop to help out
4)go for a haircut
5)go somewhere far..and come home late
6)clubbing??!!
7) anyone hu wan jio mi go for movie or something???
saturdae baby..waiting it to come..I wanna go beach...i wanna smell the breeze again..I juz dun wanna go bf's hse...like nth to do sia...okie..gotta stop blogging...my head hurts alot now...ciao!
turning zombie for u
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 5:40 PM
sundae and mondae is a blooody hell dae, I totally hates it...gone working and is totally devastating!!! boring and tired, tue got maths UT... all sem 2 works come out and none of the sem1 works come out...yesh...I have studied for sem1 oni so hopeless...I will fail for my maths UT...ahhhh SHIT! I totally turn zombie, sch,work,UT all come in my way... no time to rest! ='(
yesterdae was so fun with my team, we all having 7 skit in a row...haha I LOVE SKIT people!!! dunoe y whenever I present hor...ppl will laugh one...beh tahan..make me wanna laugh when I present too.. =.='''
okay, yesterdae after school at least I gotta some rest at home. Go home watch anime until 11:20 pm den sleep..people..if u love anime hor....muz watch " Fate/Stay Night" ! okay todae can go home late...good good =)...gotta spend time wif bf at sch studying for SCI UT for tml...AHHHHH!
PS: I have a dream todae...but I've forgotten it...*awaits my weekends and bro's engagement!*
HAHAHAs...
Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 9:57 PM
Happy very happy todae..gotta have breakfast wif most of the class and faci too..good class bonding! But the problem todae abit tough...haha nid to plan the skit about the caveman thingy...haha...was have fun almost everydae!
Love u guys w15L peeps! so nice to have all of you as classmate...hohohoho..lets have fun for this sem okay!!! Happy always!
okay gotta do work nw...fun fun fun!!!
wooooohoooooooooooo.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I so tired...
@ 8:37 AM
So tired todae...go IMM wif mum to buy phone coz house phone spoil le... den chiong back to work..
todae many customer!!! SO TIRED!!! got a small cut from the cd tray..den notice blue black around both knees...around 9pm..feeling abit giddy..vision become blurry... I keep rubbing my eyes...>.<..wah, den about 9pm+ ..my vision become doubled when I checking the stock list...have a hard time focusing...brain function went slow... I too exhausted..even on saturdae..I feel abit stressful at bf's hse..nv really enjoy fully in this weekend...feeling abit regretful...
and...time went on so fast...so fast weekdays coming..so fast maths UT coming...and i gotta study...even I weak in VB..or hopeless in it..at least I tried ma...so I wun feel regretful..!
Most sinful moment in life is feeling regretful about something you've not done but, in the first place, u have the chance to do it!
how i wish i can live in a peaceful and carefree life..I hate stress...='(
gtg to study abit for maths UT lor~ gd nite folks!
okay! good weekend for me pls!
Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 11:28 PM
hohoho~ Saturdae finally arriving...going bf's hse later...BTW...SELAMAT HARI RAYA for all the MUSLIMS!!!
but hor... feeling so lazy to travel alone to bf's hse lei...sigh!
OKay..gotta prepared le! cya!!
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Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 7:46 AM
...why why why...bf just wun entertain me in MSN chat... ask him I bo liaoz...he ask me why...ask him ask my heart...he ask why heart? ... scold him baka of pissing me off... yet he say y say me baka? I really cant understand him... I cant continued long chat wif him on msn..I so pissed off that I go offline... should not have tok to him in msn at all...
perhaps..other girls tok to him...he maybe can chat longer time wif other girls like his god sis den me....why why why... mi and bf msn chat will oni survive few minutes or oni seconds.. when meet face to face...I really have nothing to tok to him...
enough of his excuses... I very busy...I have alot of things to do...wth... is him...himself troubling himself, or should I say pilling himself things to do lor..and what I hate about him is him stressing himself so hard...
I have fun,I'm enjoying myself and I get wat I desire.
He stressed himself, no fun,busy always, but also get wat he desired.
what I wanna say here is...sometimes he stressed & busied himself unescessary and forget things around him including me...which I hate the most... he is not a fully observant person anyway..always I'm the one suffering the loneliness by the dark...SO ENOUGH OF THIS!
I told him something "an advice for you..better not be too busy often..and especially when there is time to relax..you may forgo things around you unconsiously...nvm...I forgot...capricorn nature"
okay..I have to cheer myself up on saturadae treat on Resident Evil: Extinction ... yes..I am always awaits weekends to come...
PS: I din play games le... onli play CS for now wif my class peeps...btw...CS very exciting lei...cant stop screaming when ppl shot me! XD
~.~
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 5:22 PM
UT todae.....arrrrrrrrrr....
okie..gotta prepare!
Wish me gd luck!
Finally...Laptop back to health!
@ 5:04 AM
Finally my laptop is away from virus!!!
hurray!
being very childish nowadaes ...and dunnoe y ...
I always awaits my weekend... pls come quick...
And..UT is tml.. hope I can scrape a pass!
okay gotta study!
Xiao jing! GAMBATTE KUDASAI!!!
Laptop on TROJAN VIRUS
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 @ 5:15 AM
Bloody Hell, Fcuk ... My laptop got trojan virus, the most utimate and deadly virus ... I dun blame anyone else but my laptop... why cant he be stronger? tml have to sent him to IT helpdesk to reformat liaoz..somemore thur have UT... pls pls pls ..be good to mummy, baby ... I have to get ready for UT on thur ... without you, mummy cant study and get good grades! hope baby can get well be4 thurs!
mummy loves u! =')
And...
TROJAN VIRUS YOU FCUKING ASSHOLE... GET AWAY FROM MY BABY LAPTOP!
other world?
Sunday, October 7, 2007 @ 10:42 PM
Sometimes I really wonder..if bf and me living in the different world?
He is exactly opposite of me, he have two sis where I have 2 bros,he play CS where I only play RPG-like game...when I addicted to online gaming, he doesn't, when now he does addicted to cs where I out of gaming...
Felt so sorry that I cant enjoy the game wif him, him cant enjoying the game wif me..everytime we cant fulfill each other's needs..this is so disappointing..
wish I can learn to play CS... hope so...but...sigh* nvm...
later going for work...hope todae little customer!
BZ weekends!
@ 8:43 AM
Sat wif BF
some pic to start wif...
Hohoho... finally weekends come, a date wif bf as promised! we go serangon garden circus there makan good stuffs..and I cant forget the chocolate dou hua! freaking yummy...it really taste like chocolate pudding rather than dou hua(soya bean curd)! guys..a good place wif good food @ serangoon garden circus @ chong chong food court...food sold there all damn popular and delicious!
after dinner we so freaking full den we go to a cafe call " D-ice3 (if I rmb correctly) to have our liquor ice cream! NICE LIKE HELL...
left: MangoTango,Right:a liqour..forgot the name...grape flavour!
I wonder bf enjoy being here wif mi or his god sis? as he bring them here be4...
I like the ambience of tis cafe ^.^
After the dessert, we go AMK park to roam around..AMK park..hehe a gd place for couples lah...gone there saw alot of pairs!After the tired day..our journey ends! back to home!
bf was so engross in his hp game..I too tired to bully him so I sleep abit during the journey...
Still..I wake up...he still playing and ignoring me! bad boy!
SO...make used of bf's ignorant..treat him like statue and take many photo...hahas have to entertain myself too!
Sun wif parents
Love to enjoy my weekends wif ppl I love! sundae as promised, I go papa shop to help out!
our "family dae" journey have started! I love my ma and pa!
yup...I'm ready too!
breakfast wif parents! indeed a sinful breakfast...OILY CHICKEN!
found new item at papa shop..a pig air refresher and 7 stupid fish...
stupid and gruesome fish..they swallow up the cute gupies...as their food
Okay...after everything...almost near the closing time but stupid customer keep coming in...come in still dun wan buy..beh tahan..and plus I freaking late for my work...anyway papa make alot of profit todae thx to the 2 chio bus in the shop..we gone to gim moh to have our dinner! den back to work =/
some photo on the way back!
zzzzz
Thursday, October 4, 2007 @ 7:48 AM
to suits todae's prob..I have drawn a ideal "Ah Long"(loan shark)!
tok things out wif bf yesterdae~ Tata~ things went back well for us again....the funni part is when bf ask what makes mi angry, excluding the unhappiness on mondae...I cant think of it..and I have promised him tt from now on I'll be happy and wun think of negative stuffs!
todae module easy but I dunnoe what to include...anyway goes very well and ty bf for shooting about my slide...grrrrrr* I did laugh alot todae and yesterdae! =D
Lurb w15L peers! they r so fun, crazy and lovin! hohoho~ w15L ppl are so cute&adorable!
lurb the class is so much lively now! =D lurb u guys!
HAHAs...xiaojing! u finally become a happy and cheerful girl again!
Awaits my weekend to come quick...I feel like going for a picnic!!! =)
This is xiaojing, she is a cheerful girl!
She & her beloved teddy!
I lurb tis pic...dunnoe y?? hahs!
I need to cool off..
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 @ 7:27 AM
I really need to cool off ... since mondae..I very pissed off by bf... now too..and wtf todae in same team wif bf again...at least he nv show his attitude to me...but I very pissed off by him whenever he in msn, he wun chat wif mi, I'm waiting,waiting for him to chit chat wif me.no..he juz asking want to meet tml morning, den i juz say.."no" den our conversation juz ended like tt...hate it..
my urge for drinking beer have turn into bad temper/mood....feel like * myself ... but I cant do tt... I always have foolish thoughts on my mind..I feel tt i'm a totally hopeless and pathetic human beings.
..tml I dun feel like going out with him after class to buy his sis present,I dun have the mood,I dun want to c him...I wan to drink beer or wine badly now... drink until I drunk I also dun mind...
I wish I can sleep forever and never wake up...