Yesterdae morning eating breakfast wif frenz den reach sch ard 10+am ... haha I confirm will get C grade for my maths la... maybe will be the first C I will get liaoz...nvm...is maths so I DUN CARE! HAHAHA! anyway... after sch lebak wif frenz watch movie...haha...coz very bored mah... I nid to get entertainment! I so damn BORED! everyday very bored... todae enterprise..I'm dying sia...totally bo mood to do... feel like crying sia..so stress! anyway gone to play audition wif haziq and edith to kill my boredom when is time tt suppose to do work! anyway missed CS-ing wif whole class...!

Gone STA workshop @4pm -7pm wif justin den after workshop meet crazy bunch of ppl, farhana,edith,ron and haziq @ starbuck den go home together! haha thx guys for waiting for me arh! tml is FRIDAY! where to go i wonder...I feel like going to airport lei..den can sui sui meet edith's daddy...haha..I like the atmosphere at airport, especially the place where u can view the plane taking off....I love it...but anyway..dun wana go home early tml...mummy call mi to take keys wif me liaoz...she also behtahan me, almost everyday go home late...haha...

Anyway, thinking about christmas...how should I spent it with my frenz....drink??!! haha..promised edith to go to her musical on 22nd! awaits!!!! oh man...I love christmas...!!! cant wait!!



U r unhappy and I'm unhappy too ... what can we do?
gaps are getting wider now,
winds are blewing strongly,
And I'm feeling cold,
but, you are nt there to shelter me wif warmth.
what can I do?
what will you do?
So close..yet so far......





Todae culture lesson is abit dull...but very related to me...about pop culture..me felt so sleepy throughout~ so is okay..after lesson we all wanna go somewhere lebak...so me, edith, farhana and ronnie go esplanade to have some drink~

To Haziq ~ thx for the cotton candy! it keep me awake at least!

To Edith ~ Cheer up babe! I also kena the same thing! at least u not alone! =)

To Farhana ~ stop touching my breast la breasties!

To Ronnie ~ Thx for the treat! and thx for hearing me out! and... u noe what i wan to say right??

Okay...as for todae...ahem* me and farhana notice something...haha... i not gonna say it... if not left someone very paisei...hehe...nvm I will shut my mouth here...if not I sure die liaoz...





PISSED OFF by him ... when he insisting me to go to work... despite me getting tired and stuffs like that...he juz want me to work so i got money, so nxt time when we go out he no nid pay so much for me right? when wif him, I always feel something bothering me, something missing.. he cant always gimme what I really wants...sometimes I ask myself, did I go the right path? I'm scared, I'm afraid...even christmas present, I need to remind him to gimme one, I mean, gf and bf should prepare present for each other for christmas right? tt's one thing saddens me, OKAY PPL CHRISTMAS EVE I"M FREE...dun plan to go work tt dae with no double pay, I hope for a class outing..(hinting*) Alright! let's count down for christmas! baby!

I juz feel that sometimes, I really tired from work and I wish someone can understand me,someone can lend me his or her shoulder to lean on, pls...but bf does not, he insist me to work work work, work the hell out of me... I want to say is.. I really really very tired, pls understand me...Juz feel like crying after work... where i dun think everyone will understand... today after my module briefing, I wanna go home or ----somewhere??! ...juz feel pissed off...SIANZ...





Thursday was a day of class outing for bowling~ is was FUN FUN FUN....okay let the pic tell the story...btw pic is all taken by our well known photographer peiling...haha!anyway..got 197 pic...upload some...cant upload all!








group photo!@ yishun safra



Farhana u think wat? think u tall meh?


Babes of w15L


thou meant to be edith and faiz shot, me and pq juz blend into he background..



Pyramid done by mad-ah~



Lovely gay couple =x




Lovely slapping couple!







me and breasties!


me and peiling aka sleeping beauty!





Breaties!?






faiz,me and breast






crazy and fun peeps!





Cute Edith!





Act cute faiz!












Individual Shots!!!



















Haziq's bowling trademark!





the babes!


me and ha zip


tweety bullying edith again..i juz chop in to pose for a pic!




Sweet girls!


faiz and ma-ah!



fridae, is Justin's band concert, Farhana,Edith,TweetyBird,Faiz,BF and me go to CBSS, Chon Boon Secondary School to watch... we go and support justin, when see him, we jus shout "Ahhhh! Jusitn!" muz thanz us the supporters arh... haha is a neighbourhood area where the 3 tutu wears so formal....the 3 tutus...that 3 guys! I shall say no more! and YA....the PSK!! PSK Mr Haziq! haha.....surprise to see ur name here..well u stupid PSK! haha!


Is Saturdae todae, and I'm bored..going lot 1 to take bread later..den come back home play my download ready seal online! I suppose todae whole day gaming bah...I so bored...






How am I going to survive this week? bf say he is busy...yea he is a busy guy always...I feel so bored...and he is free on the dae which I got work...and whenever he is free on the dae, he feel so tired as he claim he dun have enought rest, well, bf called me to tell me he is busy this week, well, might as well dun go out this week, I feel like eating into his free time to accompany me,which he can have plenty of rest in his free time, is a sin for me... So is better for me and him nt to go out right? But somehow I juz feel kinda weird... but I noe I will eventually get used to it...Honestly , I confess that I dun like bf to be busy, it just make me feel irritated... whenever me and bf together, his phone rang, and ppl call him abt his ig matters...irritate me alot..especially on weekends, I dun mind him going busy on weekdays, but HELLO?! is weekends!!! and it just destroyed my weekends mood... =.=


Okay..when thinking abt this...I dun feel real good now... I planning on how to kill time by myself den...okay...bowling on thurs wif crazy bunch of frenz ..awaits~





Sundae was a tiring dae, same thing, I feel like scolding F*** to all troublesome customers, bf claimed he coming down awhile but den becoz of rain, he nv come down. Well, working in greenridge is a living hell. If anyone wan a part time job there, I dun recomend you guys to go for greendridge video for part time jobs.

Disadvantage...
-No priviledge , eg. Staff Discount(the most gif u few bucks off..mine is $1 off FOR RENT ONLY)

-Staff cannot rent lastest, newest movie( and we pay the same price as the normal customer)

-No proper time break for Staff. ( We cant eat when there are customer)

-No 2x or 1.5x pay on public holidae( U have to work as normal in public holidae

-Need to be a pauler or sweet talker in order to get to boss liking

-Boss is very biased agaist ppl he likes( if u make a small mistake, u will be his rotten apple for the rest of ur life!)

-Boss is very money minded, does not consider the employee's welfare.

-We cannot rest when there is no customer(actually have 2 chair to rest,now left 1 chair..)


Anyway, I dun care if I put this up in my blog, any backside kisser wanna report i dun care, I juz merely to blog this...dear colleages, any missing point I miss out can remind me using tag!

btw..working todae...hope less customer... I so tired todae that I fall asleep in class...BLESS ME WIF LESS CUSTOMER





Hello guys, been sometimes nv update le...well..there it goes for my day~

Saturdae, bf come to my hse, I cook my special spagetti for our lunch and we play CS WHOLE day!!! dinner mama cook home made chicken rice for us...although bf and I thought of going to lot to eat pasta mania...but den..we alrdy eat pasta for lunch so left us no craving for dinner...BUT NEXT WEEK....I CRAVE FOR PASTA MANIA!!! I CRAVE for the BAKED RICE!!!! ARGH....saliva drooling now... =x around 5pm+ bf suggest that we walk from my hse to bukit gombak...AND WE REALLY DID IT... took us 1 and half hour...go there buy ice blend milk tea...and take MRT back...haha! fun fun fun!


Sundae, which is todae, is ah gong 1st yr death anniversary..wake up ard 8am and get ready, ah ma say need to bring a red or pink clothes to change, but I forgot...SHIT...and I have to wear my 13 yr old cousin kiddy clothes....AHHHHHHHH....for the sake of my ah gong, I throw away my pride and wear it....T.T luckily it fits, only the chest part of the clothes very very tight...*.*
anyway, session ends at 2pm, before tt our family have a nice buffet breakfast(cost $300+ for 15 ppl) together so it is nt bad after all, and playing wif all my cousins..they are fun to play wif...haha so nice to bully them after all..=P...okay...going to work @ 5pm later..I so tired now...SHIT..!! MUs rest rest liaoz~








Girls of W15L ... LOVE YOU GURLS!!! MUacK MuACk!!!





on mondae nite, right after working, I feel feverish when going home, somemore bro brought me fries... On tues my condition have worsen...bf was kind enough to sent me home despite he got ig, haha so sweet of him, of course, when reach home, he complain to my mum I nv take care of myself, how baka he is, of course I cant escape scolding and nagging from bf and mum.

on wed, maths prob was very easy and my team solve the prob at 12:45pm...haha...gd gd...can slack slack, order mac in morning and afternoon sneak down and buy biscuit and waffle and den bf caught me and chasing me ard to hand him over my precious food...shit ah...cant blame, when I sick I got too much craving for...haha as usual, fever come and go and come and flu,cough,sore throat everything just stay. After sch, play badminton wif ron,zip and PQ and ron frenz..play till 7pm..den go dine wif zip. okay end for wed...

Thurs was a dreadful day, but my condition have worsen....very worsen...first thing, UT in the morning makes me half dead, den fever haunt me...den at last is break, but bf kope away my milk tea....I feel like skinning him every sec,geez... amai things is my everything I need them in life! after break, really feel like vomitting...so rest a bit...die liaoz...I feel very sick...shit shit shit....sundae I got family buffet gathering, I need to get well in order to EAT EAT EAT!!!!





Just finish my stupid maths UT...all VB qns I dunoe, oni the maths qns can roughly pass thru... I feel so feverish now, forehead burning...feeling so sick now...should I go home? I dunnoe...

I so sick.... T.T

I'm not up to my best todae, fever come and go..and it visit me again...omg...when does this fever tomenting me stops??? I really tired and sickish..I want go home and sleeeeeeeeeeeep..... Maybe after tis sick periodI can slim down abit! haha!

okay, now i gonna pack bag....and GO!





I so tired...very boring...nt much discussion from my team...so sleep abit...so tired...no mood for the debate todae...wat i wanna say all say out liaoz, left nth much to say, so boliao...plus the topic is nv ending topic which I hates most, there is no right or wrong in both parties,It keeps on going and going...SIGH*, so bo liaoz....really dun like debate liaoz....

todae same thing have nt much thing to tok to bf...HAHA! so bo liaoz...I think I kena cold liaoz...I feel so sick and dun feel going to work...but cant bo money...somemore I need to save up about 100 bucks in order go for body checkup... ppl telling me nt to delayed anymore, but how? I really no money now, can seriously tell u tt I left $10 in my wallet to survive this week....sianz...I dun feel like asking money from my family...T.T





Aha~ last dae of holidae..sundae...todae I reflect what I have done during the 1 week holidae... FUN! SWEET! HAPPY! I nv wasted a holidae week! I'm so happy...but to think of tml going sch again... my mood dies...but to think of meeting my funny classmates again..I smile! hehe!

TOdae wake up by bf's morning msg~ (wow..how sweet he is!) is working dae...saddens me...I slept wif mummy last night coz she cant sleep...but in the morning, mummy tell me she sees ghost coming in my room ard 5 am in the morning..haha~ mummy scared me to cry... but den i was okay le... coz after watching "Liar Game" I felt that human beings is the ones scarier...anyway, I nv do something wrong so I dun find anything to be scared of liaoz..but den...I still very afraid to get sleep tonite...haha! contradicting right? anyway I seek for bf's comfort...wat I get is juz expected reply..how sad!

Todae working...I confess I being rude to all customers especially the type which I hate most..haha ppl working wif me shld noe which type...becoz I dun feel really good todae...at shop...I feel so breatheless, giddy tired,stabbing pain ard my rib cage...pain until I wanna cry, tt stupid boss take our chair away and dun allow us to sit..shit right... when serving problematic customer...I juz feel like shouting "FCUKED OFF LA!!!" dunnoe y..i so pissed off wif ALL customers todae...sianz..

When I tired/unhappy,
I wish for a comfort voice ...
To smoothe my tired soul...
To get that voice it seems like a task for me
A chore for you...
We dun seems comfort of doing it,
But I'm really craving for ur voice badly...
I always hope for a glimpse of u...
But I noe you will nt come...
When I'm scared...
It seems that you will nv reached me..
To protect me...wif ur broken wings...
You r a faithful knight,
which will nv fails to find me...
I'm a troublesome princess who is playful,
which U always hold tolerance of...
Thank you for holding that flower for me,
even I said I dun wan it...
Yet..I really wants you to continue holding for me...
=)


PS: Haha...thinking wat mummy have said about tt ghost..I freak out liaoz...Have to ask bro to pei wo sleep... ARGHH!!! reader...the above I mentioned which I nt scared of ghost is juz me to act brave...but really...I DO SCARED of ghost!!! T.T








Thursdae 8/11/07

Nth to do this dae! haha~ sleep and gaming thru out! I have rest enough for this dae! hahaha! so tired coz everydae is going out...muz rest rest!


Fridae 9/11/07

Having whole dae ton wif bf, actually going airport to ton, but bf's parents dun allow him to go, so go bf hse ton,watch saw3 movie, but in the end, end up sleeping in his sis bed~ for the benefit of the reader to know, mi and bf nth happen arh! dun anyhow think think arh! Anyway, hope my impression for his parents have nt change...scared that becoz of tt ton thingy, they dun like me T.T ...


Saturdae 10/11/07

Wake up @ 8:15am ...OMG bf's family they all wake up so early despite is weekend!!! so diff frm mine, go down to eat breakfast and bf mama cook us nice lunch! dinner gone to eat botak jones @ ang mo kio... on the travelling time meet the horh horh guy! haha~ he going ang mo kio too~ after dinner we went to sambawang beach to c the night sea view~ hehe romantic arh??


My Secrets (for benefits for my bf or anyone hu cares me to know)



1) Uses money to buy my secret (prices depending on the value if my secret)

2) Trading my favourite item wif my secrets (including u noe wat I like)

3) Impress/pleased me, like surprising me... (be creative and make me extremly happy)

4) Trading ur secrets wif me (Including both secrets muz be of ard same value)

5) Challenge mi something, if I lost, as promised I will tell you! (doubt my IQ and wanna noe my secret?)





There goes my Holidae week~~~~~ YAY~~~~~

Mondae 5/11/07
Wake up 6am to prepare to go checkup...meet bf at 8am+ at cck....den gone to cck polyclinic..they say they cant do individual checkup...I juz nid the haemology checkup sia..i nid to check if something wrong with my blood...sometimes i will just feel stabbing pain in my veins...I scared something goes wrong in my body...and the cheapest body checkup cost $120! after meeting my mum, we go mac to have breakfast! mum tok about funny childhood days to my bf..gosh..so embrassing! anyway, after tt mi and bf go lebar...den I go work~


Tuesdae 6/11/07
Whole day wif bro Syai @ vivocity! we go shop around den watch movie: The Game Plan at the cinema there! the movie was so funny and nice! love it!we eat BK, facing the sea view..seeing the baost polluting the sea and ghost ship...haha!spent whole dae there till 7:30pm den we go visit bf since I heard tt he is very sick, buy 2 bottles of herbal drinks and syai buy him a cake! and we rush to bf's hse to give him a surprise! bf realli gotten surprise! realli so happy tt dae!


Wednesdae 7/11/07
wow wow wow~ girl's outing todae, and EDITH! yea! E D I T H ps me and farhana! Ahhhh...me and farhana got no mood for shopping so, we call up haziq ask him where him...at last we meet them(haziq,ronnie and leon) @ kovan super bowl for bowling...nah, me anf farhana juz sit there watch them play after that they go pool...den juz sit there watch lor...anyway...pool there no handsome guy...all so ah beng like! haha! go there c guys meh?? hehe! anyway going for bowling wif them again tml! wow....kovan..damn far lor....ttt stupid ronnie la...nxt time muz pull him to the west side to lebak!





As I have expected, bf is not free on this one week holidae...to be precise, this holiday I only meet him once which should be saturdae...pathetic...totally pathetic! If bf continued like this, I really can predict what he will become in the future... saddening...but what can I do? Is his nature to become workaholic & busy all times? oh well...watever, is juz tt i feel that there is a distance between us, or should I say a gap? a hole?

Evny wat other guys who will do anything for their gf... really, remember wat ron has said to me...I really... ... yes...I'm suffering...and I hates it...ppl ard me tell mi to end it, y? becoz I'm suffering yet he dunnoe...? I feel my heart crying again...ouch*

Bf phone me jus now..(wow..he really phoned me sia)..and guess wat? I have nth to tok to him after he say he very busy over this week... being able to chat wif him is such a chore for me... msning chat wif him, I'll get 11words from him..and tt's all, whereas he can chat longer wif other ppl in msn...whenever he call me, we both will remain silent and nth to tok about...becoz y? I hav many things to tell or chat to him, but becoz of bf seldom call me, I'm not used to chat wif bf on phone...tis is wat I dun like too...thinking of this, my heart is crying again...*

Although he is bz during the days I totally free, I expect him to accompany me at my working daes..surprise me a little...yet he doesn't....WTH....am I puting "Working- free till 4pm " ... I din put tt juz for deco or for fun wan lei! ... if really he did missed me, y cant he make an effort to come over to my hse or something be4 i go work?haha..xiao jing u so dumb...ur bf doesn't noe how to make surprises de!

Anyway, wat I put in this blog, even bf comes in and see and realise, haha' is really too late...he really nid to learn from guys hu loves their gf until crazy de...Oh my, I have too many doubts now... and I really very tired..can u heard my heart crying now?.I feel like scolding a string of vulgarities! ... anyway..this holidae is fated and meant for my frenz, pushes bf aside... I gona spent it wif my frenz!

ANYONE FREE ON WED AND FRI? I SO DESPO TO GO OUT!





Holidaes......Start...

Saturdae 3/11/07
Going Seragoon Chon Chon foodcourt wif mummy... and something on...



Sundae 4/11/07
Working - free on morning till 4pm



Mondae 5/11/07
-Working - Gone checkup in de morning=(


Tuesday 6/11/07
Date wif Syai whole day!



Wednesday 7/11/07
Booked by Edith!!!! XD



Thursdae 8/11/07
Booked whole dae wif w15L - NOT CONFRIM YET
-If not...REST A DAY for me! =P



Fridae 9/11/07
Booked liaoz



Saturdae 10/11/07
Booked liaoz



Sundae 11/11/07
working -free on morning till 4pm-

OKAY!!! this week I'm booked! only available is sundae till 4 pm!!! thx ppl!

Syai brother smile will always be so cheerful and bright! =D

Left: Syai syai and bf extra. Right:bf always so grumpy looking...

secret place tt syai took us..nt gonna tell where!

Wednesdae 31/10/07
Holloween! Trick O Treat! and is my 5th month anniversary, bf pei wo go lot 1 buy snack den we go void deck to loiter ard~

Thursdae 1/11/07
A day to rest, omg.....11 hours of nap! ...but I rest rest enough lei!

Fridae 2/11/07
Gone causeway wif Haziq, Farhana, Ronnie den gone Esplanade wif ron and farhana ... go there lebar... gone back home almost reach 12am ... bf does not care..nt even a call frm him...sigh*

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