Have been busy doing sales marketing... I do hope to see the end result~ yeah! hope to see the smile on my client's face! =D

Anyway..I have to save up to buy a violin for my own... I hope to learnt a music instrument I love and carried the skill till the end of my life... Music really makes me feel wonderful... I really cant live without music....violin...I want to have my own violin...!

Okay back to work! =D





Today shiok~ watch 2 movie in a go...watch "L" and "Jumper" my comment of both of it will be...both are great movie! I really love L so much...he is so cute! But in the end..not sure whether L got die or not...hope he does not die den =D Heart L!!!


Today meet JP ahpa at JP quite early to watch L , be4 tt we keep on going to arcade to kill some time..den to catch nxt movie we smuggle food into cinema..can say tt frm 11am to 9pm+ we going mostly to cinema and arcade...pet shop..den ahpa WHOLE family suddenly appeared when we not aware =.= ...after tt, alvin came and we go for dinner together...

ROAR! I'm happy today, coz i get to go out to breathe some air! and ROAR~ I'm tired and sleepy...okay gtg watch more animes!!! =P And hope I can super fast learn all new scores...shit..I have been slacking to go practice..hope thurs..everything will go smoothly...*crossed finger*





yea! is tml! I'll be watching "L" movie!!! I wait for so long and finally! my bro say the movie was very nice! hehe...yea! I be watching it tml!!! Anyway thx bro offering mi the discount voucher!


Hmm..wat to describe this feeling is like... a kid longing for a field trip..and finally he will be going...and is tml!!! XD


>>>Sorry to make a ruckus here...I mean...sorry...I'm too of a "Death Note" fan... =.='''


Since I'm in good mood here...let me post one question into everyone's mind!


>>>What do you think happiness is? How does it feel like?


To me..happiness is like...there is no any negative emotion...only positive! "smile","laughter" and "happy" these 3 words comes out from my mind...Erm...how does happiness feel like...to me, is like when you feeling cold...there is a hot cocoa to warm you up...or..er...something you like most..an object, event or a person...which make your heart doki doki...and warm you up...^^



Well, people who take life seriously, why don't you think about the above question... you may find out something hidden within yourself which you are not aware of...!

Hehe~ okay goodnite people! awaits my movie..which I have been waiting for months!





Having nitemares these days...


I so scared to sleep....

I doubt there is monster hiding under my bed!


Making those nitemares to scare me...!

I sweared I gonna killed tt monster one day!



And soon have my peaceful sleep!!! T.T





Grrr....something bad happen to my skin...skin pigmentation problem...too much of sun have damage my skin...luckily...the damage cause is on the thigh, I see so many black patches on my skin! Yucky!... usually people tio face and neck, but my case is different. Now go out have to siam the sun liaoz,anyway is gd..coz I feel my skin burning and painful when stay under the scorching sun... Now, even mummy force mi to apply sun block to my whole body be4 going out... Who ask mi to have pale skin colour...so easy to tio skin pigmentation problem... =.=

My only treatement will be mass applying of whitening,protecting and moisturising cream, really, it works, thx God =D. Big kisses from me to thoses inventors of those creams! ;D
Sadly, I can't really have outdoor sports activity for me...damn it..Mummy say can do sports, but do it at night or early morning when sun haven come out yet =.=''' SIANZ... Now sun is my enemy! GGGRRRRR...GO DIE LARH IDIOT SUN!!! LOLx...I feel tt I have become a vampire tt scared of sunlight...-.-'''





Shit... Something happen on my body, boodly disgusting...

seeing doctor tml...SHIT... ...





I'm happy with the way I was now... anything for now,
I will just live with it,
cause I know, nature will take its course ... ...

And in the present, I will swear that I will totally forget eveything about Kazuki,

I will pluck off Kazuki & my ex out of my life, so,



GOODBYE =D


And, welcome the new me ;)





Been slacking during the holidae...wahahaha..watever..been going out with family more these daes...aren't it a gd thing? okay

Wat have I been doing these few daes, firstly...usually stay home watch anime, I have juz finished "my wife is a high school girl" ..Omg..is freaking nice...coz i finding some love story anime, and this fits my appetite, some hentai scene but nt expose la..so is okay for kiddos to watch...next is "Hantenkou Yuugi" yep..watch this coz got handsome guy inside...hehex, but I haven watch finish yet..so far so gd....next "Persona, -Trinity Soul- still continuing... and lastly is the "Gintama" IS DAMN FREAKING FUNNY anime..I seriously recommend ppl who are looking for laughter to watch this...! Looking forward to watch D-gray man, but after I rushing finish my Gintama first =D ...


hmm..have suddenly gone to play audition these daes...my ign MissChappy, if anyone wanna dance wif my noob character, btw..I glued to playing team and ballroom dancing..so nice...*.* Holic online will be playing in morn~afternoon..if anyone happens to play Holic pm MissChappy, or Chappy...well..my laptop have been sick...down wif trojan virus again...sob...I have to rename it again...damn it...

Having nitemare todae... I dream of a accident happen infront of me..and saw 3 corpse...shyt...I was crying until my mum wake mi up...mum was freak out why my face so wet wif tears...in dream I promise Kazuki to wait for him as he go back to the crime scene to investigate...we suppose to meet at 3pm..currently is 2:30pm...but I failed to meet him coz my mum juz wake mi up...I dunnoe to call this nitemare or sweet dreams...haizz haizz...


Anyway, people who are interested in playing lan free(up til 10pm) can go sunsetway, ani-play, if wan detailed address pls personally approach/contact me. They are having testing, BUT they WUN pay you for testing. the testing ends after 20th. I personally go test it...very shiok XD nt laggy~ I nt doing this promo for self benefits, coz the boss is frenz of my dad, tt's all =D

I'm tired..I craving for L movie, Kbox, pool... XD





Yesterdae is 4th day of new yr, ah yi and her family come visiting~ Sophia and Nana both grow up so fast...becoming pretty too! Sophia keey saying GONGXI FA CAI~ XIN NIAN KUAI LE~ BYE BYE... haha so funny coz they are mixed, malay and chinese, their chinese pronouciation very funny! I keep on laughing lor! they are so seriously CUTE!! I prefer my mother side of relative..coz I belong to the lowest rank there, so all the cousin call mi "jie jie" but my father side, my rank there quite high..people like 20~40+ yr old de call mi dunoe wat...ah yi or something...something very old de...I HATE IT LOR...prefer them call mi my name or jie jie if they younger then me...

I wanna bake some cookies on V day for my family or frenz prehaps? but WTH...I still dunnoe how to use my new oven! haizz...I dunnoe lah...maybe I not baking anything...thinking of V day gimme creeps and nostalgic feeling... swt...

awaits my movie "L" finding someone to watch wif mi XD...sigh..anyone?

Mahjong seesion wif family yesterdae..I win...WTH...win $6.10..coz we playing 1 tai/10cents, the most 5 tai/$3.20. yay! I win win win!


I'm so bored...I wanna go out...but..lazy to go out..stuck wif holic online XD...I miss my frenz....I miss him..him and him...tis kind of feeling so torturous! my appetite has nt been good suddenly..I feel so down...

I wan to find love
I wan to find the reason for me to live on...
I wan to find out things which I need to protect...
I wan to taste the sweetness of evey little things..
I wan to be strong


sry to say these random things...all tt juz pop out from my mind...sigh* maybe tt is my meaning of life...feeling so nostalgic now=.=

gtg play holic~ anyway holic player passed by can always find mi in leatus 6, MissChappy.

GOODBYE HAPPINESS
HELLO BOREDOM!





First of all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! Did everyone get alot of ang baos?? I got a few...nt so much~ sigh...anyway...got money I happy already... planning on getting a part time job..but nt in hurry to find...


First day of new yr visiting was very tiring...from 9am-11 plus..keep visiting from home to home..tis time, we have someone new to visit wif us, which is my second bro's wife!gone to er sao's grandparents side, den go to mama's mother side, lastly gone to papas side to visit..

Second day of new yr, wake up early to watch doremon movie to wait for my muslim aunt and her family which is my mother younger sis to come bai nian..but her daughter..either nana or sophia nt feeling well so family went out of house at 12pm...den arrive home at 1opm...this time we went to my father's niece side to visit..omfg...they live in landed propety of 3 story plus basement..me and bro go to his karaoke room to sing for few hours...and the karaoke room is totally similar like K-box lor...so damn rich ar... at our last stop, we go visit er sao's family... during visit...notice all my nieces, cousins all have grown le..some beautiful, some handsome ar...nt bad! Most relative ask mi whether I got bf bo...sigh* I dun have la..they like dun believe me...really la! I no bf!

third day of new yr..i juz sleep until 2:30pm and watch anime all the way! Muz rest ar...so tired!


Someone told me something which trigger me..."What is the reason for me to live on?" I dunoe..I live on to protect something?to love something?for the sake of what? I really dunnoe...and V day is coming...I juz hope to sleep whole dae during V day... thinking of lambo-san...someone told mi to confess to him...i wun..i juz have no confident and dun think he likes me..so i giv up the hope of loving him...I juz admire him can le...on V day juz sleep sleep sleep! break my 14 hours of sleeping record! coz no one will ask a pig like me out de...sleep and pray V day quickly go away!





Sat went swimming wif second bro! So rarely can go out wif second bro hor! First we took cabby to bro future new hse...at jurong west...st...dunoe wat...anyway, there got a sports complex..swim abit...tell u wat, the facilities there nt so much...the water slides there sux...I landed wif a pain at my poor butt T.T ... After swim, bro take mi to enjoy a great buffet feast @ Sakura Resturant! wahaha! HEART HIM AR!

Hope his wife can join us on the next outing! I really enjoy my day wif second bro! THANK YOU Some shots taken...hehe...see liao will drool hor!

First plate, so yummy!I love the mussel...the topping at first i thought is cheese...but is mayonise after all~

So on...btw..we take alot of yummy Unagi! mi and bro fav!

Sashimi time! we takes lots of it! after all salmon taste the best!

My second! for sashimi!

OMG!!!DESERT TIME! All my fav except the one in white wif pink deco..taste awful..coz got abit of liqour in it..liqour sux argh!!

DESERT! This time wif mango pudding and Jap Dango! SWEET! I gonna faint!

Eat for 3 hours @ Sakura...be4 tt we had mama's dinner...this is all I cant finished it >.<

Random shots of me...I think I gain 10kg after this meal...

And not to forget~ my dear 2nd bro! businessman as always,heart him! plus a mysterious hand!

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