second video make by me!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 9:24 PM





yesterdae make a own visual audio for DMA...we are given the audio clip and we need to find matching video clips so to compliment with the audio..I using the anime Monochrome Factor on visual...lolx...this the second video make by ME~ enjoy!

PS: found out tt my beloved DMA faci is a GAY...is a beautiful love...but why him???!!! GAY??!! owww...anyway~ I support gay love!





Lovee!!!
Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 7:05 AM


yesterdae when Bugis wif mel and wei wei~ we shop so long, and I brought a cute summer red dress, a long gray tee and a $10 bangle frm diva' den be4 shopping we go eat some japanese snack resturant...i get the Macha Parfait(L) and Macha float(R), they are damn nice...btw im on MACHA FETISH!!! HOHO!
Close up on MACHA PARFAIT!! oh...on the left tt's mel's curry =D ..I seriuosly...their dessert is better den MOF... the red bean really dissove in mouth!! their kanten jelly is mild sweet! unlike MOF... tasteless!! OH! and...on the middle section of the parfait, got sweeten milk wif cornflakes..it taste like a breakfast cornflakes...but..is damn NICE!!! OH...sweet tooth me >.<
Today nothing to do at new hse... so I start making my half way finish teddy bear...



head and body attached!!!




Pierce the ear!!! =x owww...stomach opened >.<

Haha..dissect the body~~~ oww~

upper part seems to be in good condition =D

hey~ mouth and nose fixed!


VICTORY! Done! finally...

Final sweet touch up! my whole family tio stunned when they see me sewing this teddy bear... loves to see their expression...eyeball poped out...hahax...my er kor say is so nicely done! yep..basically everyone stunned lor... haaha! I think i will work on this potential as well =D I wanna sell away my first handmade teddy bear... hopefully can earn some money! =D Anyone wanna adopt my Lovee?

PS: have been using soundbooth to cut my ringtone =.='''

Information

name: Lovee

birthday: 27 july 2008

sex: male

LOOKING FOR BUYER FOR THIS CUTE LOVEE! PRICE NEGOTIABLE! PLS CONTACT JOYCELYN @ yume_dreamer13@hotmail.com VIA THRU MSN MESSENGER! THX!






FF7 AC Trailer made by mi!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 8:18 AM


Online Videos by Veoh.com



Today DMA lesson, we all require to make a trailer of Final Fantasy Advent Children. Our problem for today, faci gives us a Original AC trailer BUT without the sound, we have to play around with it with 2 software,'Premier Pro' and 'SoundBooth'. It's damn pity that I dun get the chance to play with 'Garage band'becoz Mr Takoyaki nv books the vista lab!!! if not, I can create my own audio!!! My above audio file is taken from DMC and Suidoken, although cant create my own audio~ but is freaking fun! Is my first time to create this..so..I agree I still have a LONG LONG way to go to improve myself...yep..this tralier is not a smooth one..hehex...i too lazy and tired to edit it le~ so enjoy! i have uploaded this in veoh.com! CIAOSSU!!!


PS: I want be a Gay!!!





howdy!
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 1:39 AM

Bdae tt day, my sweetest frenz celebrate it for me, thx ppl! receive present frm them~ I apreciate it very much (photo kope frm Shermy!) Oh..i realised...my boobs are big in that photo! hehex!


hmm...Kami-sama! please make me a male, so I can rape the guys I like without taking a responsiblities!!! in short, make me a GAY!!! I always glimspe at the guyS I like...but he seems so far from me...and I think I not only like him..I like other guys too...haha! I confess I like a male faci in my class too! oh no....can I have all the guys I like and rape them one by one?! I think I wun find a love until I find my Mr Right... ...

swt...now I feeling so giddy..and feeling weak now... hope I dun faint..collaspe into some unknown area can le...something wrong wif my body again recently... low blood...think not enough blood to keep up with my body..












july 13, my birthday!
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 9:41 AM

are you here to listen to my story?

well...here it goes... ..


today, july 13..my birthday

is a day of my rebirth,

i was born, dying and was save...

my sinful day,

as i nearly murdered my mum,

while she giving birth to me.

this day marks the day i meet tis horrible world.

but, im grateful, that im born...

i have receive so many wonderful presents...

a wonderful family,

wonderful friends,

a cute dog...

im already content.

i, once again thanks everyone,

who have being taking care of this

troublesome me until now..

saying a big "THANK YOU"




Thank everyone who have sent me birthday blessing! really happy! I really appreciate so much! tml will be a fun day out wif dear friends! =D





daddy?
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 9:17 AM

daddy seems angry with me most of the time...

did I did something to make him so unhappy?

he always seems unsatisfy watever thing I do...

is daddy too stress? or... just picking on me only?

his temper seldom good...

i have no idea how to pleased him...

this makes the distance between us..more further...

maybe i'm just a bad girl...

who nv deserve anything good...



-my heart is so hollow now...-





TAG TAG
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 5:54 AM

Being tagged by Shermy when i browse his blog =.= Thx to him, I got something to blog now!Okay~ I also wan tagged ppl liaoz~ here comes my revenge! haha!



A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagger: Sherman





Q: If your Lover betrayed you, what would your first reaction be?
A: Hmm...forget about it and find another new love lor!

Q: If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
A: Establish my own cafe...and kill the starbuck and coffee bean cafe! hehe!

Q: Have you ever regret loving a person?
A: Yes...very regretted!

Q: Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
A: nah...I simply just bored, I'm bored by life!

Q: What will your dream wedding be like?
A: An outdoor one, in the peaceful forest! where all the animals come by and give me blessings!! =D

Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: Being loved by someone is the most blessed..getting all the love he offered...aren't this call blissful?

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A: I can wait as long as if he is still alive...I will not wait so long if it is a one sided love.

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
A: forget it... I dunwan to snatch ppl's love,makes me like hu li jing, move on my life, and find new love.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: Yea, my mind...keep thinking unhappy things...

Q: Is being tagged fun?
A: yea~ is my turn to tagged ppl... /gg

Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A: tanned, long hair, slimer, spec-less, hopefully more pretty../gg

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
A: Me, close friends, family and my dog

Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A: He is my handsome' kor! he is a nice and kind person, a very good listener!

Q: Would you rather to be a single and rich or married but poor?
A: Married but poor. I want a partner for my life, and dunwan to die as a virgin! Money wise, can earn!

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
A: Yes, if I love him and he loves me too.

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick? the poor or rich?
A: neither, I just want to fall in love with a person who loves me too!

Q: What type of friends do you like?
A: I'm fine with any type, just dun they pissed me off too many times can liao.

Q: Would you like to be a female or male?
A: Male. I love it, they dun have periods. =0

Q: What type of friends do you dislike?
A: dunoe..hypocrites I can stand them..backstabbers...i'm used to them...

Q: If you had a crush on someone,you would like him/her because of their, looks, talent,personality or wealth? place in ascending order.
A:1.Personality,looks,wealth,talent.


YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED!!
1)Karis jie
2)Liqi jie
3)Brana
4)Allison
5)Siti
6)Namira
7)Yuki
8)Ronnie


PS: OMFG..MY DOG STARTS TO FUCKED HIS THINGS LIAOZ...his adorable,innocent,naive image broken!!! DESPO DOG!!!! ARGH!!!





10 Promises to my dog
Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 7:58 AM


Today, watched a movie " 10 promises to my dog" . I cried near the end, yes, I have cried because it is so touching. But, not only me cry, I heard somewhere in the cinema, people sobbing too...When I watch finish this movie, I keep thinking about Happy... what if happy die too...I will be crying like madwoman...when I came home, happy charging at me, without thinking, I hug Happy tightly, Happy is almost 6 months..9 and half years to go...I will remember the 10 promises I make to Happy too...
I gave this movie 5/5 star seriously, dog owners and lovers! pls...die die muz watch this movie!!! Is worth! Even the heartless xiaojing have cried watching this!
The 10 promises I made wif happy too ^^(in dog's perspective)
1.Please have patience when dealing with me.
2.Place your trust in me. Through good and bad times, I will always be by your side.
3.Never forget that I have a heart too… just like you.
4.Whenever I don’t listen to what you say, always remember that there is a reason.
5.Talk to me. I may not understand all your words but I understand your voice when it speaks
to me. (In the film: Try to spend a lot of time with me)
6.Let’s not fight. Remember that I could hurt (bite) you but have chosen never to do so.
7.Even when I grow in age (and probably grow slow or weak), please be kind to me.
8.My life may not last as long as yours. Please make every second we spend together count.
9.You may have other friends, other activities. Please remember that for me, there’s only you.
10.When I leave this world, promise me you’ll be by my side. Remember all the times we shared and remember always that I love you.
I love Happy too!
xxx





lolx...boredom
Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 10:26 PM

Busy these few days, moving hse on 10 of july... AND wth I still haven pack up my things..anyway, I dun have alot of things...mostly books..so I guess is okay to pack it on wednesday..

last day for my art criti faci..so I have done a 600+ words RJ to impress him...HA HA HA

seriously...I really bored..in life...nth to blog, so I juz blog my today's RJ essay.



RJ Question (Art Criti) 7/7/08: Are you bored? Why?


I am bored, I wonder how many times have I chant “I am bored” in my heart since I am born. Whatever I do in life, I always end up saying, “how bored it is , nothing interesting!”. People who know me well , always says that I have a weak determination, be it love relationship, friends , games, work, goals, dreams…I don’t hold a strong determination in these.Why life is so bored? Even I have things fall according to my expectation or unexpected, I still feel that life is so bored!

When you are born, parents pampered you, grow up, study like a mad woman, get into a prestigious school, impressed your parents with good results, after receiving sufficient education, you go to work, make a lot of money, then get married, got a family of your own, and it will become another similar cycle for your kids to go through. If everything is planned, is like stick to the book method, how bored life can be?

I am bored now in my current life too, what I use to pass time, is to spent time going out with friends to somewhere else to rot, when alone, I go running or swimming, read manga and watch anime, but I am not content with my life. When I finished watching the anime, I felt entertained, only for the short period, after that, I just feel so bored and find something new to entertain me again. I love running. Why? Because when I run, my heartbeat beat so fast, I feel so warm, I feel that I am alive, the warmness from my body is the prove of my existence in life, I am a living thing, that I’m breathing and my heartbeat beats. At least, I am not bored with me, myself, I only bored with the life I am in.

I have a pet dog, he was always locked up in the 4 sided fences, he sometimes shows a happy or a gloomy face. I wonder won’t he felt life so bored? With only 4 sided fences around you, eat, sleep, play, pee, poo, he even have a smaller cycle compared to me, and he repeat the same cycle every day, won’t he feel bored? But deep down his heart, I know he just live for the sake of living, after 9 or more years, when he die, I can imagine that I will be crying, but I will feel relieved, that his death will bring him freedom.

I always trying to find things which is interesting in life, so I will not feel bored, I will try to learn new things, such like language, skills, but because I have a weak determination, I will find it boring again and gave up totally. Only thing I find it interesting is, self learning piano, I have play some pieces for some occasion which my father organized. That time, I really felt so alive, playing the piano and people listen, this kind of content I can’t even describe in my heart, that’s when you bring happiness to people, you bring happiness to yourself too. But, as time goes, parents want me to focus on study, I have to gave up self learning piano, so my life went back to boredom again.

I seriously think that life is so bored, when can I stop chanting in my heart “ This is so bored?” in every single thing I have done? Can life be as fun as other people have said? What to do if I find something bored again? When can I feel content again?

(edited)



Browse thru shermy's blog and saw it...hehe..ps~ im bored so i took the test!
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx



Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.





My ideal bf...last updated on 03/07/08
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 10:26 PM

Ya HA! have been glued to reading shounen-ai manga...maybe should try yaoi genre soon...hehex...

bdae coming soon..i wan lots of things! clothes! shoes! contact lens! bf!

I want to eat tomato sauce today...so random...haha

okay...some update on guys of my dream!!! hohoho



My ideal bf...last updated on 03/07/08

1)Noes how to cook/clean/drive/sew (nt nessessary)
2)Good sense of direction
3)Kind/caring/helpful/honesty -all thoses gd stuffs laa-
4)Loves animals like dogs
5)NOT a FLIRT
6)Gimme 100% luv/faithfulness/secure/attention
7)NEVER EVER break promises
8)Mature in inner and outer
9)Gimme small surprises unexpectedly
10)lend mi ur jacket when I'm cold
14)Share ur secrets/problem wif me
15)NEVER ever tok bout sweet moment u have in the past wif ur EX-GF
16)Buy me cute stuffs
17)Stand and fight for mi if ppl bully/insult me...
18)Intro me as ur GF to ur frenz openly...
19)Dun ever joke or act like U R mad...if i'm upset pls comfort me
20)Smarter den me..IQ,EQ need to be higher den me pls
21)Be funny and serious sometime..
22)Be naughty or dirty sometimes
23)Protect me.
25)When I wan his accompany.
27)Smile wif me
29)NEVER EVER CHEAT/LIE TO ME!!!
33)able to do wat I want him to do
34)love his family more den he loves mi
35)nv loves anyone except me and his family
36)nv phone/sms other girls for mere chatting..
37)spent his day wif me if he's free =)
38) able to gimme secureness..
39)pay for my expenses(most of it) when go out
40)bring mi whereever i wanna go
41)able to catch insect and dump it for me
42)able to know how to repair stuffs..
4x) Must be above 175cm (172cm above at least)
4x) able to communicate well wif mi (spoken or written communicaion wise)
4x)no purely china,msian guy pls... (rl bf is a nono)
4x)muz have broad shoulder
4x) have muscle or not is up to him, best if got
4x) nice chest to lie on it





my type of comic~.~
@ 12:23 AM

reading alot of comics today.. Bettina recommand me some of the comics..one of it is classicfied as " Shounen- Ai" which is BL, known as "Boys love" is basically love between man and man...and I think this type of comics is so damn interesting... love between man...omg..is so beautiful! argh~ gonna faint! if you guys love BL type, try reading "Only ring finger know" manga! Normal human beings, who think they are normal or feel not comfortable in this kind of thing like gay and les, pls dun read it.

While reading Shounen-Ai type of comics, reminds me of semester 1 which i keep telling my frenz, both guy' to hug and hold hand...u may think im a sicko girl...but I feel it is beautiful, a man fell in love wif another man...oh...haha~ gotta continue reading it~ ciaossu~








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