BEER is my anitdote =)
Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 9:56 PM
i nv sleep the whole nite...my body juz lay on my bed..eye close but i dun have a feeling tt i'm sleeping...at 7:30am my eye automatically open...bf sms mi in the morning 8am..with some gd morning msg...how rare..bf can one day nv sms mi or phone me....how 'caring' he is. well...i reply him..."how's ur meeting wif ur sweet girl? dun be late and make her wait for u...." den...he nv reply frm now on... my sacastic msg is well written bah? he may wonder how i noe he meeting a girl in the morning...fuck..hope he and the girl walk happily to sch best if he hold her hands? *laughs*
ke wu!!js,peg,cy all PS!!!grrr...!unforgivable! nvm have a sweet breakfast wif bra den later go watch secret...the movie damn sad...makes my mood even worst..bra...sometimes...i envy u tt u can tolerate him so much, dun c, dun hear,dun say...dun care...sounds so easy...but...how can i be tt noble like u? at least cy is better den...my bf...he adore u much much more...treasure it...so nxt time all muz on hor!!! awaits our nxt gathering!
after movie..still got time..bra going her bf hse...i still have some time be4 work...but totally no mood to shop...so go straight home...be4 going home buy myself a beer to numb my body..my pain...sry..whenever i feel bad mood..i resort to drinking....because i nv smoke...at home....have bad temper...throw my temper at mama....sry mama...i feel so agitated now...so mama dun complain ur unhappiness to me....u making mi worst every state...if i gotten hurt even deep....i scared...my dark side will come out...so have to hold it...
now..i not gonna to tok to him for now...and i noe he wun giv me expected surprises...if he can...gd...if not...jerk...
gotta enjoy my beer now...hope it can numb it...my pain....write till here.....