rebuilding my trust and secureness...yeah this may takes time....=x
my bf nv notice till I tell him he sent wrong msg...yea...bf realli freak out when i sent worrying sms to him during work...it is nice of him coming all the way to my workplace and tok to me..well...at least he got tt heart...
Bf say he loves mi, i am only woman he loves in his heart...does he meant it...truly frm his heart?I dunnoe lei..but these words he say touched my heart...honestly..
He say tt he not only meet wif his ig partner,also a group of frenz..well without proof..i cant trust wat he say..hope he telling truth..tell him..not to meet up wif a girl or group of girls, not to sent girl home except mi and his sis or mum..dun get too close to girl-friends..I am a person which will get jealous damn easily...During the time when we are not stead...he wanting to call a girl(our team member) but he say guy should not do tis,he ask mi call instead....but he can easily sms a girl...where are his gentlemenship he have in de past? okay dun tok bout tis...
todae, drank 3 cans of beer! get drunk on the first can when I drank at home coz I drank half can in one gulp...feel very drunk so sleep for 1 hour...nid to sleep coz head and leg feeling very heavy and giddy...cant think of anything..everything seems so wobbly...at workplace drank 2 cans..wow...drunky day....yesh i drank because i'm troubled..
bf...I cant promise u totally tt i wun drink if i really troubled..beer is something like a drug to numb my pain...i cant sleep not because i wan to...reason i'm troubled..troubled becoz u hurt mi..can u understand? maybe u dun understand...
AT least todae...i nv hate bf so much now...i slap him enough le...prob abit solve...good..i can have a good nite sleep today..
