sianz~
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 8:01 AM
chocolate creamy cake cost only $1.20 and is sweet and nice! love it!
***craving for physical possession frm him...I really wan to hold something which I can keep! not food I want..but something...maybe some cute stuff...like teddybear which I can hug to sleep.I wan something which can reminds me of him..so i wanted a teddybear from him...seeing ppl's bf buying cute stuff for his gf makes me so envy=(..wish bf can buy mi something I want...I wanted him to adore me..everytime giv him a hint...tt I like this particular things...he nv picks up..always I'm the one buying things which I like..i even buy cute stuffs for him...not always buy mi things...but I like bf to OCASSIONALLY buy me cute stuffs which I like and to surprise me..if my bf can do something like tt..I will be damn happy....but no...JW say 'hope ur wish come true...'realise tt the wish is so unreachable....hope he can adore mi more more more...more den his godsis watever..I wan bear-bear ='(***
Him of weighing me and his godsis of which is most precious still bothers me ... somehow cant shake off the feeling of it...when thinking of it..feels more insecure...=(
About him... he may wan to avoid trouble or quarrelling wif me by not telling me everything...but...who am I? I like to do some detec stuff to get to the bottom of things..dun doubt mi pls..I can think more deeper into it den u think...!eventually when found out the answer...I will damn depressed...coz he not telling mi everything juz to avoid the trouble wif mi...is it worth?trust seems dissappearing again...I hope he can be more frank,honest wif me...is okay I get angry..but no hiding pls...I will get even more hurt...for this ...maybe is a misunderstanding...but i can understand if u be more honest!
feeling now is: confuse.sad.abithurt.confuse.abitanger.confuse.unsure.sleepy.tired
Damn freaking boring day todae..module todae is so lame..wat about life...like no related to enterprise skill like tt...todae after class go play bball with Jp,JW,JH...haha all J ppl! so far...the game went so fun! we keep laughing all our way....meow!woof! We play bball so noisy..coz we r noisy ppl....*tml is the last day of sch...dunoe when these day still continue as the olden times? or all go seperate paths and nv meet again?*
Damn freaking boring day todae..module todae is so lame..wat about life...like no related to enterprise skill like tt...todae after class go play bball with Jp,JW,JH...haha all J ppl! so far...the game went so fun! we keep laughing all our way....meow!woof! We play bball so noisy..coz we r noisy ppl....*tml is the last day of sch...dunoe when these day still continue as the olden times? or all go seperate paths and nv meet again?*
during class,so bo liao go take some photo..even take it in the toilet!
Did u c 2 hantu here?
3 hantu now, me&JW&dinusha
take 1 ... my face look cramp...oh man...-.-''
take 2 ... oops I grab chappy too hard.. o.0''
take 3 .. in 'yo yo yo' mood..din looks blur behind..*.*''
take 4 .. in chappy's mood~ JW expression is like thru the same lei!
take 5... pic I love it most...both us look nature and sweet~^.^
finally a good pic!