be a better me...
Sunday, September 9, 2007 @ 11:52 PM
Be a better me ...?can a person change his/her personalities juz for the person they love?*hmmmm...doubts me....*I'm working hard to be a better person for the sake of my happiness!my life!I'm working hard...-not to be a crybaby-to get rid of partial depression on me-not to be too jealous -to smile to everyone -be a very cheerful&happy person!-smile even I'm depress/angry/lonely-to forget bad memories-get rid of my paranoid-to protect and love my love ones-to be more lady-likeCan I really make tt change?..i dunnoe...Am I a bad girl?Why do God hates me?He give me something..Which cause mi suffering...At the same time..Happiness....Is that punishment...?Which He sent to me...?Because I am a bad girl?