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Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 11:22 PM
Yesterdae damn tired at sch...the prob so hard,wat atomism or holism...is driving me mad like hell larhs! after class go work...I so freaking tired when reach the workplace!
pic took frm work! we shy shy!
(grab frm karis's blog)
***Karis jie jie...dun be sad! cheer up k!***
work end ard 10:30pm den mi,liqi,karis,barney all go the sunshine kopitiam to drink beer..settle down while waiting for chris,chunli and zhihui...at last they come! congrats zhihui on getting a bf! wish them loved loved loved! finally they came...we ordered 4 bottles...but not enough so ordered 6 bottles at last!
not enough lei! more beer!
(pic grab frm karis's blog)
I drink about 2 bottle of beer like tt...indeed..I partial drunk...
When drinking I keep thinking about the sad sad things which makes me more even depressed...and wanna drink even more...sry guys tt u ask me y am I so quiet...because I'm thinking..kind of troubled...but i'm okay now..
reach home ard 1am plus...of course my parents scold the hell out of me...damn..
today is a new module on culture add-on on last sem communication...theme for todae is SUPERSTITION...damn easy...teaming wif bf again..well..i noe he dun like...becoz I saw his 'sianz' look when he saw he teaming wif me...is bf sick and tired of me?
most bf will look forward in meeting his gf everyday and nv sick and tired of it...I too...always look forward in meeting him everyday, he ask mi lots of time' always meet...think in long terms...not sianz meh? somemore we in same class...will c each other everyday...'
Honestly, I never even think that I will feel sick and tired of seeing my loves everyday,every seconds...but my bf feels it!..kinda of shocked when he says it..
Thats y i tell him:' U dun wan to meet me izzit? den say la..." surprisingly bf never denied...shit..totally dissappointed in him...well...i cant force him to meet me everyday right?
so..I trying not to go to sch with him liaoz..i either meet my girlfriends or I go alone...since he don't likes it...when going back home...I just finish work on my own pace pack up and go home..he wan go home wif mi or wat is his business...i dun wanna care anymore...
so todae i sms him...u wan meet whoever u like to sch is ur wish.
*if he takes the chance of meeting other girl/girls ... then tt's it..end of it..*
meet him but i'm late for 15mins...yes...i'm sry coz I got a hang over of yesterdae's drinking...my left leg have being hurt for 3 days..I cant walk fast coz it will hurts..is my veins hurts...but bf walk so fast..I cant even keep up to his speed...tell him first time..he did slow down...but after tt, bf regain his speed again..despite mi keep on telling him to slow down...shit..how inconsiderate bf..reach sch...quickly hide in one corner to message my injured foot...i found tt he never take care of me...(minus away 10 points of secureness) =(
You are not his princess once he gotta hang of you
this statement sound so true to me.. when we first dated..his sms msg is so long and sweet..now...sms him takes forever to reply..sometimes no reply..sometime reply is very very short, not more than 5 words...did he grew tired of me?