....I'm totally speechless in the negative way...
Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 11:15 PM
I'm totally speechless...in the negative way..yes...always the sad part that I teaming wif bf... my ideas are mostly rejected...Fcuk... so I stay damn quiet in the team..I dun feel like contributing to the ideas anymore...is because bf thinks I dumb wat... even some things I have to convince him so he will put into the presentation...I totally surprise...other ideas can be accepted so easily with a little explanation...but y not me? I have to think of a whole grandma story enough to convince him...After that I soo fcuking tired of contributing ideas..and I juz snatch to do the example slide and throw the whole slide on him when finish.Additional, bf's attitude was fucking unacceptable especially towards me, he tok louder to me, he nv get mi to engross into his discussion which he share willingly to others, rejected my idea straight and consider other's ppl idea which is identical with me.AND WHAT THE FUCKING HELL THAT BF TREATED MI WORST DEN A STRANGER TODAE??!!!What I expect his explanation will be : "U noe me wat...I very workaholic during work..."HAHA...very funny when others contribute ideas bf will think/consider/discuss...and for me..I have been shut off and ideas are call 'extra' ... I dun expect bf to treat me like gf in class but PLEASE TREAT MI LIKE A FRIEND!!!Yes, I feel very insulted and provoke by bf's action,speech and attitude today...TOdae at work is fucking tired...around 11pm le...customer keep coming...somemore my RJ haven do..have to ask boss to let mi go off early...go home finish RJ at 11:57pm..bf call, but i shut him off...I dun wanna tok to him...not meeting him tml...juz dun wanna tok or c bf's face tml... TOO PISSED OFF WIF HIM LIAO! FUCK!