lose myself
Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 4:50 AM
nostalgic is what I feeling nowadaes...is like some kind of virus that are over powering my body.Sadly, never even tok a word to bf todae ... our r/s seems to turned cold...well..just leave it, leave it...
I always think will bf ever miss me? If he ever missed me..He nv called me or smsed me..did he really care about me?shit...I think too much...I being too paranoid...hope tt I dun get depression!
Well, bf noes nth on how I feel...and whenever bf sense something not right...it is too late...nope...I'm not gonna tell him liaoz...he so slow in noticing me...*sigh*
I dun wanna eat dinner todae...no no, I'm not torturing myself...juz dun feel like eating it...partial fasting period for me! =D
PS: I'm totally mad..I in love with RJs ( RP student daily asignment) I now took RJ very seriously...JW say because RJ is similar to blogging mahs...wat she call 'blogging madness'