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Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 4:14 AM
why why why... am I on the mood swing stage? bf say I always cold and hot towards him... I so confused...about myself..having blue black unknownly is bad and is not the first time... mummy wan me c doctor..haha but I no money to go c doc la! ...even there something bad happen to me, I cant change anything right?
feeling tired and restless nowadaes..vision sometimes become blurred and doubled..maybe I dun have enough rest ar...
wednesdae is not a good dae for me and I dun enjoy it, go yishun eat, in the end go home alone, I jus cant stand the journey alone..I really cant stand that we have nth to tok about whereas with other girls, he is able to tok alot of things with, hate it hate it...I having doubts now!
I have fun going to sch since sem 2 starts(not a thoughts of poning! swear!)...realli...I realli like my class! they r bunch of friendly, crazy and funny people to be with! hehez...love u guys~!
okay, tml is fridae, bf is nt free again... I have some option to choose
1) go home sleep till saturdae
2) hang out wif frenz
3) go dad's shop to help out
4)go for a haircut
5)go somewhere far..and come home late
6)clubbing??!!
7) anyone hu wan jio mi go for movie or something???
saturdae baby..waiting it to come..I wanna go beach...i wanna smell the breeze again..I juz dun wanna go bf's hse...like nth to do sia...okie..gotta stop blogging...my head hurts alot now...ciao!