I need to cool off..
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 @ 7:27 AM
I really need to cool off ... since mondae..I very pissed off by bf... now too..and wtf todae in same team wif bf again...at least he nv show his attitude to me...but I very pissed off by him whenever he in msn, he wun chat wif mi, I'm waiting,waiting for him to chit chat wif me.no..he juz asking want to meet tml morning, den i juz say.."no" den our conversation juz ended like tt...hate it..
my urge for drinking beer have turn into bad temper/mood....feel like * myself ... but I cant do tt... I always have foolish thoughts on my mind..I feel tt i'm a totally hopeless and pathetic human beings.
..tml I dun feel like going out with him after class to buy his sis present,I dun have the mood,I dun want to c him...I wan to drink beer or wine badly now... drink until I drunk I also dun mind...
I wish I can sleep forever and never wake up...