I missing u!
Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 7:02 AM
Hmmm... thinking about genting trip...if no ones wanting to go wif mi... I rather skip ... nowadaes simply no mood...I thinking bout my favourite place again...how i wish to go there... c it flying and landing... so comfortable, even I go wif frenz, I have to find a right company if not it will really spoils the mood. best if can go alone, ironic to say, I dun like to go alone since I'm nt moody... I dunnoe! I so confused now! Is holiday and I dunnoe wat to do! T.TAnyway, christmas coming... I dunnoe how should I spent my christmas wif? alone? wif frenz? There is one place which is my favourite place to go on christmas eve.. and hopefully I can spent overnight there wif someone special.. but hu will be tt someone special? or maybe alone...? I wanting to watch movie ,alvin and the chipmonk,I am legend, the golden compass, but I simply cant find anyone to go wif me... saddist sia...sometimes I even envy ppl who go movie together... think no one wants to go wif me, I'm such a boring person...Pain...having headach and slight fever every night, and I dunnoe why does it happen during night? Although my sleeping time getting early, but I juz cant get myself to sleep becoz of the pain in my head,whenever I'm laying on bed, I have to convince myself to be xtra tired even I'm not, to fall asleep easily,even applying medicated oil and banging my head onto my pillow does not help reducing the pain... pls, hope nth serious, last time is heart now is head....*cross finger*juz to keep record here having it 4 nights in a row up till now....='(my heart speaks:y I so happy? laugh,fun laughter. cravings. missing it.when is the time?waiting for it. Impossible.wanting it.envy.thinking of it.need it.singing.pain.headache.when will u tell me?feels of u.irritated&pissed off.happy wif it.heard your words.thankyou.Thank you, I noe u make my dae smile although I am angry wif u and u say u r mad at me... becoz of small matters or misunderstanding,tt's y I say I hate using msn to communicate!although u r very busy, I noe u try to chip in time to checkout and this realli helps to kill my boredom.When I'm alone in tis world, my world nearly cracks, u nv leave me behind, u even tell mi to wipe away my tears. You have help me to puck out the sharp thorns on my body even if it pricks ur fingers... I wanna say a BIG THANK TO YOU! =) A realli true frenz u r! cool guy! luv ya! do take care okay!=x