omg omg prob!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007 @ 8:13 AM
Gone drinking wif edith,ronnie,farhana,faiz and dorinda @ esplanade...damn happy! yup..sorry for the ppl who are worried about me, sorry that I go out almost everydae and return home very late and drink almost once every week...sorry that my action have cause u troubled...Thx guys for the advice and the accompany and be there when my world nearly cracked... I feel that what me is still me, I jus hope it can maintain at that acceptable level and not gone beyond it, guys, I wanna maintain but not to destroyed it... I nv realise the prob until u guys told me~ anyway wake me up abit! About how to tackle for this prob is very tough but for now, let it go wif the flow, I'm sure there is reason behind this wrongdoings and I damn curious to noe it...the truth..becoz wat u guys perceive may not vary wif wat I perceive..DPDP! tt's y I juz say I feel very weird and not to the extreme, but i will keep tt in mind to protect myself! thx guys for ur concern about me! And for the time being, let us see how things work ya? I need some cool time be4 I can restart my thinking engine again...I really really very exhausted...Bf call me after my drinking...well, we end up almost quarrelling again...I really cant be like my bf...becoz we of 2 different entity...wat wake up early, dun slp in class, study damn hard... I cant and I dun wanna do it... say me stubborn or wat...I juz cant be like my bf..I wan to be myself! And I wanna boldly add here is tt "BF IS DAMN NAGGY!"PS: Thx ronnie to make tt VB codes...is very funny, and for these few daes... I really have not becoming myself, or may becoming moody or emo...pls have patience wif me ppl...i will appreciate tt! thx!! I realli nid some time to think!