SCARED...
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 9:41 PM
Yesterdae as usual, got pressed again... be4 going to bed, mommy come to my room...and she say that how come my room is freaking cold (plus no using air-con) and is so diffreent from others room...in my heart I suspect...everytime in hse...I always sense tt something is watching me...strongest feeling is at bathroom,parent's room and storage room...
Yes, I noe my room turned very cold sometimes, especially when midnight...Although I nt using air con, I even covered thick blanklet to sleep, but I slept in parents and bro's bedroom, I dun even nid to cover blanklet...
Okay...Yesterdae be4 kena pressed, I dream...but this dream is unique and fun, I on the 3rd person view, I can see wat the other person see...difficult part is I need to focus...If I lost track of focus, watever the person who see becomes blurry...I seems to go to many other people's view...but I can only remember the first, which is the picture of a tiger...frm a storybook I guess...and the last chain is I(not me,another person's view) saw a vision of fire in the building first and then went off telling a fireman, indeed, there really is a fire....
After tt dream, I feel that I wanna wake up..coz too much dream will coz headache..but I cant move...I tell myself....nt "that" again.. den I keep struggling in my mind...useless...I rmb my fren told me to pray, so I pray my own religion de prayer...okay...still been pressed...I try screaming...no...my mouth cant move...den I rmb my other frenz tel mi to scold vugalrities, I rmb clearly I scold FCUK YOU and CHEESE BYE ... something react...I heard moaning...close to screaming in my ears very loudly...it moan very painful...but I keep scolding until I break free...when I open my eyes...my ear very painful sia, is like the after feeling when someone scream loudly at ur ears...
I damn scared la...I say a prayer to Him...indeed, it calm me down but I heard weird and creepy sound outside...and I have the feeling someone is watching me in my room,so I grab my pillow and run out of my room...went to kor kor's room and PHEW! he is nt asleep yet! he watching anime....LUCKY...so I ask bro if I could sleep in his room for a night...of course he say can lor...
What a night! I gonna take down my room temperature for tonight..haha..in case mah... anyway is my room...I cant forever run away from it...When I say prayer to Him be4 sleep...I didn't get any nitemares....hmm...shld I continueing praying like tis?? LOL... HAHA...Have to chase that fcuking thing out...if nt...I keep kena torture...
anyway... notice black marks on my back (near kidney there)...but mommy say she nv c it...=.= but very visible when I look it through mirror and painful when I touch it lei...sigh* I dunnoe la...hope nothing is wrong wif my body function okay....I freaking scared...who can help me??? T.T
Anyway my maple character lvl 4x! took about a week of half to train it...! JYJY
PS: OMG...juz found out tt there is Maplestory Animation! WTH!