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Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 12:44 AM
I dunoe y..i so sleepy nowadaes...i'm so tired...even i sleep early at night... I still can fall asleep in the day... omg...wat's happening to me?I dun wan care anything anymore... I wanna sleep ... I too tired with many things...and like to take a break from it... it is torturing me... I wanna scream, I wanna shout... and I wanna cry ... cry out loud in the locked room, where no one can see... hide somewhere else, where no one can find u...The way to escape reality is to sleep and dream for me... but nitemares haunt me... I really afraid...I'm so scared...reality or dream..I cant differentiate...enough of it..I very tired...I dun wish to be tortured anymore...and I dun wish to be the one torturing you... can juz end it with one shot? I so in pain...I juz wanna cry out...bite back my lips...I appeared as normal in front of you... I so confused now...and I nt going to care anymore..i juz wanna sleep now...