Today...nt feeling very good...early in the morning have to listen to mum's complain... nearly quarrel wif her...the word she say to me...i freaking pissed off lor...nearly use my life to threaten her... I juz dunnoe wat to do... I really hope tt tis can end... I really mean it what I say de lor,at least when I say tt..my mum totally shut up..... fcuk sia...My mood... very fcuked up now...

Okay...cool down... on valentine...I feel like baking cookies for people I loved and people who love me... I'm using the lover's nut to bake some nice cookies... but chappy still not cheer up yet...I dunnoe what am I feeling now...dun feel like wanna go home... I dunnoe...I think I too mean to my mum juz now...but she says tt...it so selfish of her...I hate it...all becoz of her..make me so giddy...

Sigh..I hope for a better now...