Happy CNY
Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 7:34 AM
First of all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! Did everyone get alot of ang baos?? I got a few...nt so much~ sigh...anyway...got money I happy already... planning on getting a part time job..but nt in hurry to find...First day of new yr visiting was very tiring...from 9am-11 plus..keep visiting from home to home..tis time, we have someone new to visit wif us, which is my second bro's wife!gone to er sao's grandparents side, den go to mama's mother side, lastly gone to papas side to visit..Second day of new yr, wake up early to watch doremon movie to wait for my muslim aunt and her family which is my mother younger sis to come bai nian..but her daughter..either nana or sophia nt feeling well so family went out of house at 12pm...den arrive home at 1opm...this time we went to my father's niece side to visit..omfg...they live in landed propety of 3 story plus basement..me and bro go to his karaoke room to sing for few hours...and the karaoke room is totally similar like K-box lor...so damn rich ar... at our last stop, we go visit er sao's family... during visit...notice all my nieces, cousins all have grown le..some beautiful, some handsome ar...nt bad! Most relative ask mi whether I got bf bo...sigh* I dun have la..they like dun believe me...really la! I no bf!third day of new yr..i juz sleep until 2:30pm and watch anime all the way! Muz rest ar...so tired!Someone told me something which trigger me..."What is the reason for me to live on?" I dunoe..I live on to protect something?to love something?for the sake of what? I really dunnoe...and V day is coming...I juz hope to sleep whole dae during V day... thinking of lambo-san...someone told mi to confess to him...i wun..i juz have no confident and dun think he likes me..so i giv up the hope of loving him...I juz admire him can le...on V day juz sleep sleep sleep! break my 14 hours of sleeping record! coz no one will ask a pig like me out de...sleep and pray V day quickly go away!