wtf...again...
Monday, March 10, 2008 @ 7:40 PM
Fcuk...faint and collaspe again today..this time is at lot 1...I so paiseh can? This is the sudden attack...my vision suddenly turned black..totally black...Luckily mommy is by my side...she grab my arm and help mi to the nearest seat...I juz know I keep shouting" cannot see... is dark...I'm scared...i gonna faint...shit.." The only senses I rely is little bit of hearing and touch...I also feel my limbs, brain goes numb...painful....and my sense of hearing is slowly failing me..I cant tok well either,words come out frm my mouth is juz cuts of words...Far as I know...hearing is the last sense slowly failing when a person die..
After tt mommy buy sugarly sweets frm NTUC...she quickly pour the whole packet of sweets into my mouth...as I was shaking at tt time...cant even hold something... the time when mommy went to buy sweets and left mi alone....I'm so scared...I'm scared tt I will die like tt...I felt so sleepy..when I'm fainting...but I noe I cant sleep...if I sleep for over 3 or 5 minutes..I will nv wake up...wat tt call.."brain dead"....
well anyway...I juz depressed I got a weak body... Okay I gtg rest..mum forced mi to rest on bed liaoz..guess have to rest a couple of days again...sianzz...Ciaosuuu...
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Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 7:15 PM
Suddenly faint, and collaspe on tuesday... head,shoulder and back hit hard on the floor...pain...I turned unconscious for some time..lucky is for awhile...if nt...really have to go hospital liaoz...Couple of days have been spending my time on bed resting..what you can call is bedridden i guess...pathetic...I even think tt" will I survive?" the time I collaspe... I'm scared..What have happen to my body??? I feel so weak sometimes....