confused
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 12:41 AM
Feeling so complicated now... I think I should not have agreed to him earlier... virtual game is way too different from real life... yes, is so much better to draw a line between it. Lovey dovey in game, but in real life when I met him, it feel so much different, my feelings, or my intuition is telling mi that he and me should be only up to friends...because I did not draw a line earlier, that's why this problem arise... I confessed this is partially my fault..but..no feelings means no feeling...how am I going to face him? Even if me and him together, my family will surely oppose the idea because they HATE "???"...plus my bro told me, he dun regard "???" as frenz...and always insults them...wat should I do to tell him..my feelings are nt there? he juz sms me, telling me wat relationship me and him having met in real life... the first impression or first word popped into my minds is "friends"... "we are just friends"...
Game feeling and real life feeling is not the same at all...wat if I continue the r/s wif him..yet I dun love him at all just not to hurt him? isn't it hurting him even more? But I have no courage to tell him the truth... I have no feeling for him in real life... wat should I do?? help me pls!