fcuked up
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 10:28 PM
These are some of the outdated photos arh...gone to Cheeky Chocolate Cafe to eat these...mei ting's working place there~ yup saw her~ as cheerful as always... well chocolate there is damn damn nice...love it!
some random pic which i take be4 my nap..yea, my little piggy which i brought frm genting =)
today going out wif frenz to tt gigantic place vivo, well, i dunoe is my mood or wat i simply bo mood to go shopping...things are getting more and more out of hand...yesterdae he sms me be "frenz will be weird, so be as usual okay?><" WTF..be ur gf will be more fucking weird la..met mi for one day in real life expect mi be ur gf can go bang wall liaoz..I noe he will use some threats to threaten me, like "wat u say in the GAME, pls dun break ur promise"...fuck lor, if i dun break my promise, i already still in r/s wif my first ex la...guys which I admired seems much more better den him...gan kor say Im a heart breaker..well...i just dunoe why..guys I like seems far far away frm me, while guy which I dun like, keep coming for me..enough of this..I juz wan to live life as happy as possible, hopefully get a average bf and live with it..well, regular reader of my blog should know wat I expect frm a guy, because this is my blog, I daresay that guy, is way way below my average(15/100)..reasons? pls ask mi personally, I can even list down all his flaw on a paper=.= . I noe not all human beings are not born perfect, im not perfect either, but i crave for at least an average guy. Well, I wun love to have a guy which have the characteristics of my 2 rl kors..hehe..
Okay today going out wif frenz which will include tt guy, I will try to becareful..and my mindset will be "normal friends" wif him. Special thx to my gan kor kor mimi, yea, thx for ur words yesterdae, without ur advice, I will be emoing thru out..my mood still not improve yet since last night...and saw tt fucking sms..I just scared I lost control and beat him out...and plus someone have be ignoring me since dunoe when..si bei emo la...okay gtg...