fucking emo
Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 6:48 AM
Today is a Fucking day, run to sch today kena 2 blister on both my foot, reach sch at 8:28am..FUCK...and turns out that the problem is juz writing fucking essay... yea..I abit emo today becoz of tt artist Franko B who mulitated himself, using his body as canvas and his blood as paint... I like his art work...but it juz constantly reminds mi of "tt"... yea..my mood was emo thru the end of the day...my emoness i wun show up, becoz i hate to show off ppl my emoness, no use...even I call "Joyce, Joy" tt doesn't mean I will be joyful always...
reach home around 8pm+ ...when wanna eat dinner...broke a cough syrup glass and a plate...kena scream by parents..my mood cant even improve....i have been so lazy...lazy to think, lazy to work...i used to like to analyze things...but..i really damn lazy... I juz wish tt I could slp and nv wake up again to this corrupted world...fuck...i really hate myself... tt's why Franko B's live performance, " Oh lover boy" captured my soul that much... even though i fucking emo..i still can smile...LOLX