rejected
Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 6:31 AM
Finally is over~ I rejected tt guy today, he told mi he was too engross in the game, nv draw a line between reality and virtual, yea...is finally over.. though im a heart breaker... I dun deserve any man's love...im such a bad girl...im nt worth for anyone's love la! is over..is over!
im moving to jurong very soon, moving near july 5~10...soon..i need to wake up extra early...coz i be taking mrt frm boon lay to woodlands....and...WAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO WAKE UP TT EARLY...??!! frm cck to sch, i mostly late for half hour to 1 hour liaoz....jialat la...
things will start to change when something happens...it sucks...i missing something in life...i feel so emptiness..so hollow...wat is tt thing which i have missed out? will I get depression if i keep thinking of something which i hate? it pains me, but I have to smile, I smile because I want ppl around mi to smile too...tt's why I say I hate emo ppl, but me, myself i get emo too...contradicting isnt it?
I dun need any protection, I juz wan the kindness and happiness...I hate sadness..becoz of sadness have make me become a monster... i wan to be happy!