Goodbye
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 8:08 AM
waiting my real internet line on 21 Aug~
today, I feel very regretted about something, because my chance is gone now, I totally gave up! I crave for it, but tt thing is somehow close but yet so far... ... we have fate but not destiny, as chinese saying 有缘无纷。。。我想拥有他，可是缘分未到。。。我还是没有勇气去跟他表白。。。我真是大笨蛋！Well... in my heart, I just whisper "Goodbye" to him... ...
That's why I hate goodbyes, whenever I say goodbye to someone, I will wonder whether this will be our last meeting? Goodbye to me seems " Bye bye, but will never to meet again..." that's why I prefer saying " see you tml!" LOLx...
so, today today, is my heart saying goodbye to him... I feel so down suddenly... But I think I can get over with it few days... =)
Goodbye, my love, my friend.
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Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 9:35 AM
In my new hse now...gosh wif no internet..I can die..now using internet dunoe frm whose line... lemme take this chance to blog abit... have been feeling very unhappy these days...packing stuffs..ponning my classes...family arguement... losing my freedom...I really on the edge of breaking down...I cant breath... lucki have the book "Twilight" which Mel lends me...Im half way finish...it was a damn great book... I think when I get hang of more money, I gonna buy all the author's collections..
Emoing...i started to develop a feeling of hating sch now... i wan to indulge myself in somewhere alone for some time... I doubt something worst gonna happen to me and I sense the changed in it...I think...something really wrong wif me...............................okay..ciaossu...
I hate it....everything....fuck